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    Are you done yet? Are you sick and tired of feeling miserable and not knowing where to turn or who to turn to? Are you fed up with waking everyday chained to your addictions? Do you wish you had the strength to quit them? Well, there is hope! Here is an online sponsorship program that is proven to work!

     My name is Randy Dowling and I am a recovered alcoholic and drug addict. I did not say that I was cured of addiction, I said I was  recovered from it. That's right, you read that correctly, I said RECOVERED. There is a difference as you will soon see. After 30 years of addiction I have finally been put in a place of neutrality around alcohol and drugs. And I am more than happy and willing to share this method of online addiction recovery with you just for the asking.

    My first "sobriety date"  is May 20, 2005 but my real RECOVERY date is a little later than that. There is a difference between being sober and being recovered. For quite some time I was "sober". That means that I didn't use, went to meetings and I pretended to feel as "huggy" as everyone else there. I kept this up for quite awhile, going to meetings and listening to 25 people bitch and moan about their problems. I must admit, I even participated when I thought I should. Eventually, I became so miserable it was all I could do to keep from leaving a meeting and going out and getting plowed! It wasn't until I REALLY started working the 12 step program outlined in AA's Big Book that I got recovered. 

    For the first few months of my sobriety I learned that alcohol and pot were not my true demons as I had always thought. I learned that my alcoholism was but a symptom of a greater problem. Obsessive behavior and emptiness were my real problems. I finally realized that those negative and potentially destructive feelings were always there, even when I was using. Only now I had a clearer head and was feeling these emotions like salt on road rash! I found out that my problems didn't OCCUR when I was drunk or high. That's when they went away! When I just simply took away the "stuff", they got a lot worse. Drugs and alcohol where actually my crutches, not my problems! 

    I needed a better way. I could not just keep going to meetings and abstaining because I felt miserable!

    I know there are a LOT of you out there that are sitting in your house or apartment all alone, hurting and feeling desperate. There seems to be no hope for the future or for being happy. You want to be free of the hopelessness and depression and you want to feel good about life at the same time. And you want to be free from the obsession to use.

    I remember what it's like, sitting alone and drunk with nobody but the Internet to turn to or talk to. I know how it is having more online friends to talk to than "real" friends. It's a lonely existence sitting there with nothing but a buzz and a PC.

   And I also know that many of you can't make it to real meetings. You either can't get there or you just aren't strong enough to walk in there alone. Or maybe you're going to meetings but you are still miserable, I've been there! I know what you are going thru. And I'm here to tell you that you can be free of this obsession and you can have a life that is full of hope for the future!

    Now I am asking YOU, "Are you tired yet?" Do you REALLY want to be free of addiction? Are you willing to do ANYTHING it takes? I will warn you, the process is FREE but it isn't easy! Are you ready to really work the steps? If you are then I think this website can help. I'm not going to lie to you. It's gonna be tough. But if you are willing to follow this simple process HONISTLY and THOROUGHLY, you WILL be recovered from alcoholism and drug addiction. This process has been proven time and time again to work...I am living proof!

    If you said YES to these questions then please read on in the following pages.  On this website you will understand what it really means to be an alcoholic and what it means to be recovered. You will see that there is a difference between alcohol abuse and alcoholism. And you will be able to find an online sponsor to help guide you thru the twelve step process. 
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The AA Promises 

If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. 

We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. 

We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. 

We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. 

No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others. 

That feeling of uselessness and self-pity will disappear. 

We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. 

Self-seeking will slip away. 

Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change. 

Fear of people and of economic insecurity will leave us. 

We will intuitively know how to handle situations which used to baffle us. 

We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves.

Are these extravagant promises? We think not.

They are being fulfilled among us - sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly.

They will always materialize if we work for them.

Alcoholics Anonymous p83-84
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